Some posters wanted update on that whole CF thing. So I thought I would give it. I saw her tonight (slow for a Saturday) The vibe was totally different. It’s as if nothing happened. I still apologized, she said “you don’t have to apologize, thanks for thinking of me like that though” Then has some great LDs. I even gave her a present in the parking lot (I know I’m the PL of the century but like that kind of shit. What can I say) And that put her in tears. Roller skates. I don’t understand these girls at all. WTF??? I guess she just was having a bad day the other day? Must’ve been her period or some shit. I don’t even fucking know anymore.
But on another note I gotta to look within. I got addicted to this person. Yes I’ll admit it I’m head over heels crazy about this girl. That shit kind of grew on me without me stomping it out. Like a frog boiling in water. She had me in her back pocket. I’m fucking hooked. I fantasize about this person all the time. I’m close I’m age (we’re both born in the same decade) So I think I have shot or something. I need a new CF pronto. I’m aware this is unhealthy and this girl is the reason I can’t afford socks. I’ll have to learn from this but the whole thing felt so god damn good. This girl makes me LDK instantly. God dammit I’m just fucking addicted to pussy. I’m sorry but it’s just fucking true. Either way the whole thing was such stupid thing to get stressed over.