The Higher You Fly the Further You Fall
Thursday, September 21, 2023 1:33 PM
Last post for a while I promise. I didn’t know what to post but thought that since I mentioned my manic depression that I would post on that topic. It isn’t about me but it might interest the board. I’ve been flying high for a week and today I crashed and crashed hard. Depression really sucks but the issue today is what triggered my crash.
There is a girl working in a club that I’ve known in passing for years. Not really my type but the thing about her is that she is always smiling the biggest most realistic smile you’ve ever seen. I mean ALWAYS.
My club GF informed me last week that this girl always comes to work crying uncontrollably. This seemed so out of character that I had to know why. It turns out that she is the sole earner for her family which consisted of a disable mother, a brother who was completely paralyzed and terminal as well as his minor son. She disappeared about 4 or 5 days ago so I asked. Her brother had died. The other girls contributed what money they could for the expenses and I knew I would do the same when the time came.
This girl came back to work today, the same day that she buried her brother, and she had the same huge smile that she always has. I gave her my condolences but she didn’t react. She just smiled like she had no idea what I was talking about. I asked my club-GF to quietly give her some money and when she did, I saw the first crack in that ever-smiling mask that she wore. Just a few tears and then full recovery. That sent me into a crashing dive. This girl is perhaps the strongest person I’ve seen in a very long time.
This is not a white knight plea. That is stupid. You can’t save them so don’t try. What this post is, is a reminder that this life ain’t easy and you never know what you’re dealing with. Who the fuck thinks that all these women are just waiting to suck your dick because they want to. And who is so fucking stupid that they think they know what women, strippers, illegals think or want or should do.
Don’t be an asshole. That’s the best we can do.
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